Would it be possible for me to join the Bletchley's at Arabella and Morgaine's flat for Guy Fawkes celebrations tonight?

Oh, but this is brilliant! I am so excited! Sabastien will be here, and it will be much less boring!!

Monsieur, guess what!?

Patrice has been very interesting of recent. He will speak of nothing but the Potter's case, and I have rarely seen him in such good spirits. He says that this is an example of why we were fighting for our society and that in the world that should have been, this would never have been allowed.

And he does have a point that Harry Potter is a half-blood, and perhaps it is part of the reason that he does what he does. It is vile, certainly, and vulgar. Mais je ne sais pas.

Faustus is a half blood, and he is hardly vile, or vulgar. Oh, he might be a bit more free with his sexuality than Maman has encouraged me to be, but he is not so very different than some of the men I knew at Beauxbatons, many of which were pure blooded.

And I still find myself troubled by Maman having liked Monsieur Faus' father. I cannot wrap my mind around it.

Is anyone doing anything nice for Halloween?

I most certainly have not been thinking about having sex with Faustus for the past three days straight.

This is why Maman tells me not to discuss these things with men. It only means that I keep thinking of things I should not be thinking about.

I am not thinking about Faus.

They should be jealous. That is an excellent cottage pie, and I made the fruit salad myself earlier. But I'm pleased I could do something, even if it were only to send a bit of food.

I find myself completely bewildered. At one moment I believe that they have thought us all Death Eaters, and therefore if you are pureblood, if your parents were Death Eaters, you might as well be also. At other moments, I am certain that what Pere says is true: that they cannot possibly behave as well as we do. I do not even know all of the details of what happened, but they are halfbloods, yes?

But then Monsieur Faus must go and be different from all of them. Intelligent, and stubborn, yes, but clearly skilled and kind, and I must admit it, he is handsome.

Is he the exception to the rule? Or are they? Or are neither of them exceptions to rules, and people are just generally good or bad regardless of parentage? I somehow think this is what Faus would say is true. And I do not know. It seems to me that most of the people I know, the families that I know, the sort of thing that seems to have occurred, would not have occurred. But then, my father was a Death Eater, and Faustus would say that makes him a bad person.

The Muggle restaurant was not what I was expecting, and the food was every bit as good as any I have had at our home.

It is confusing, and Faus is confusing. And I should not keep talking to him, but I continue to anyway. Pere would mind. Patrice would mind. But he is just a friend, so there is nothing for them to mind. Monsieur Faus would not be interested in me, I think. And being friends with a halfblood was never a problem.

I hope you were able to get some sleep and are better rested. What has happened?

Edited later
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